After doing a fairly decent job, I decided that I was ready to venture out on my own and make Ava a jumper for school. I found a remnant of grey wool for $.99 at the Goodwill store and an easy dress pattern at Walmart. All I needed to do now was actually make it. How hard could it be?
First off, I had to read the entire manual for my sewing machine. I tried to avoid this step, but apparently I needed to know my machine more intimately. She wasn't about to let a stranger touch her bobbin winder without being properly introduced!
Then there was the pattern itself. I measured Ava and decided what parts of the pattern I needed, but I didn't know whether to actually cut the pattern out or not. I didn't want to ruin it.
Next came the actual sewing. That didn't go too bad. I did manage to sew the left armhole shut, but it worked out okay since Ava is a righty. The zipper was the real headache. I decided that the instructions were useless in this particular endeavor, so I just followed my instincts. My gut was pretty sure that Ava could just as easily pull the dress down over her head. Problem solved.
| Simple, yet sophisticated. Just what every kindergarten kid wants, right? |
The following is her response, verbatim:
"Hmm. Now maybe you could put some flowers on it or something. Ya know, to make is look nice."
BURN!
Although I know she didn't mean to offend me, I couldn't help but to feel a bit deflated. All that effort was lost on the fact that she didn't understand how hard I worked. She didn't appreciate the fact that wool would keep her warm on a cold school day. She didn't even care that I went back and fixed the defective armhole and made the zipper work properly. She just saw the finished product, made a few suggestions and went about her business.
But, I can hardly hold a grudge against her. I do it all the time too.
God goes above and beyond to meet my needs each day. He blesses me over and over again, he lavishes me with love. Yet many times I don't see how hard he has worked to answer my prayers. I don't recognize the effort he has put forth in making me content. I don't often notice his arms wrapped around me, protecting me from all that could go wrong. I don't acknowledge that it's his hands delivering each and every one of my blessings. And sometimes I even have the audacity to criticize his work!
There is not a day that goes by that a "Thanks Mom", doesn't warm my heart. I'm sure God appreciates it when I thank him too. So, I guess my next project is to make God some heart-warmers of his own. A little, "Thank you, Jesus," seems like a perfect place to start.
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